Awh poor blog. It's not that I Don't care or that I'm lazy (Okay, I'll Admit It. That Is The Reason Sometimes.) But just that I haven't had any time or patience. Last time I updated you day by day. Well this time laziness and lack of patience will be allowed to prevent me from doing the same. Just remember you haven't missed much.
Stress Is What I Want To Talk About. Apparently stress and depression are interchangeable. Yes I am stressed. I have many reasons to be. Lately my life has been flip-flopped around. One third of my family is been taking away, not to mention he was my best friend. Until now, I never really had experienced grief, so their was no possible way I could understand it. My friend group has done a 165. [Not a 180. V and Squee are still here. (V being Veronica. Tiffany being Squee.)] And some other changes happened this summer.
I don't think I am depressed, though I am entirely convinced one day I will be bipolar (Runs in the family.)
Along with said stress I have been getting headaches. Now I have always been sensitive to sound but now this is just crazy. Too some people headaches are something they rarely experience or something they might get once a week maybe twice. I'm Very lucky if I only get three a day. In a normal day I have very few times a day when I don't have one. And when I don't feel good I express it. I get quiet. Your lucky to get a conversation out of me when I don't feel good. My friends that haven't know me long think I am on some sugar high when I feel alright. I am really a talkative person, and I have a very loud voice. Now I rarely ever use it; I am always talking real quiet. Because Sound and Smell really bother me. I find myself getting a headache walking down the candle isle at Walmart.
Sometimes with my headaches I get light-headed and sleepy. Other times I may get sick to my stomach. I probably should talk to a doctor. I'll get around to it one day. Maybe.
Sigh.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
My Poor Negleted Blog!
Well I did it again. I completely neglected my blog for 11 days. Well Ain't I Smart! Uck! I am kicking myself because of it. I Have Some Catching Up To Do Alright! So This Will More Than Likely Be A Long Blog Post!
Sept. 23- HOCKEY NIGHT! Veronica, Cale, Brady and I went to a hockey game that Thursday night. It was fun even though we lost. 3-1. Oh Well It's Preseason. Doesn't Really Matter Anyway. Brady was in a horrible mood that night. It got annoying. We snuck on a handicapped elevator. And ate Taco's. Pretty Awesome Night!
Sept.24- The Bus! Urg! I had an alright day. It had It's ups and downs, that's for sure. Then I got on the bus. Urg! It was awful! An 18 year old screaming things about Flying Squirrels & a six year old cussing out pretty much everyone on the bus gets very annoying. Luckly Enough Mother picked me up about halfway through the bus route. Though I still had to deal with her It was better Than that bus.
Sept. 27th- Hockey Night! Again! This time we took Tiffany :) And Brady was In a much better mood. Oh and I got to see Ryan shortly.And They played really good music at the arena. We still had tacos. And we won! It was another amazing night!
Sept. 28- The End Of Summer. Maybe not the official date, but remember I'm a rebel. :) After School Ryan was going to stay the night with us. One we had no school the next day, Two The next day Brady had to go to the Dr about hearing aids. I'll tell you all about that for the next day. Anyway the short time Brady was over here we went to the neighbors And they had a bonfire and it was really fun. The kids loved it :)
Sept. 29th- Lord! Brady had to go get fitted for hearing aids. Which brings me to my next point. I don't get told crap. The whole family had knew about him having to get hearing aids before me. If they knew half of the extent that I love that boy Then I promise you that they wouldn't let everyone and their grandmother's know something about him before I did. They don't want me to worry But not telling me something until after It slips out of someone's mouth Does nothing but pisses me off at them. Anyway Momma, Ryan and I had a big day out and about. I received many headaches Like every other day.
And It's been relatively boring since then. I think somewhere in there Tiffany came over with Bryson. Yes and that was when Barry White brought his youngest over. :) That was great. :)
Sept. 23- HOCKEY NIGHT! Veronica, Cale, Brady and I went to a hockey game that Thursday night. It was fun even though we lost. 3-1. Oh Well It's Preseason. Doesn't Really Matter Anyway. Brady was in a horrible mood that night. It got annoying. We snuck on a handicapped elevator. And ate Taco's. Pretty Awesome Night!
Sept.24- The Bus! Urg! I had an alright day. It had It's ups and downs, that's for sure. Then I got on the bus. Urg! It was awful! An 18 year old screaming things about Flying Squirrels & a six year old cussing out pretty much everyone on the bus gets very annoying. Luckly Enough Mother picked me up about halfway through the bus route. Though I still had to deal with her It was better Than that bus.
Sept. 27th- Hockey Night! Again! This time we took Tiffany :) And Brady was In a much better mood. Oh and I got to see Ryan shortly.And They played really good music at the arena. We still had tacos. And we won! It was another amazing night!
Sept. 28- The End Of Summer. Maybe not the official date, but remember I'm a rebel. :) After School Ryan was going to stay the night with us. One we had no school the next day, Two The next day Brady had to go to the Dr about hearing aids. I'll tell you all about that for the next day. Anyway the short time Brady was over here we went to the neighbors And they had a bonfire and it was really fun. The kids loved it :)
Sept. 29th- Lord! Brady had to go get fitted for hearing aids. Which brings me to my next point. I don't get told crap. The whole family had knew about him having to get hearing aids before me. If they knew half of the extent that I love that boy Then I promise you that they wouldn't let everyone and their grandmother's know something about him before I did. They don't want me to worry But not telling me something until after It slips out of someone's mouth Does nothing but pisses me off at them. Anyway Momma, Ryan and I had a big day out and about. I received many headaches Like every other day.
And It's been relatively boring since then. I think somewhere in there Tiffany came over with Bryson. Yes and that was when Barry White brought his youngest over. :) That was great. :)
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