Sunday, October 10, 2010

Again With The Neglet.

 Awh poor blog. It's not that I Don't care or that I'm lazy (Okay, I'll Admit It. That Is The Reason Sometimes.) But just that I haven't had any time or patience. Last time I updated you day by day. Well this time laziness and lack of patience will be allowed to prevent me from doing the same. Just remember you haven't missed much.
  Stress Is What I Want To Talk About. Apparently stress and depression are interchangeable. Yes I am stressed. I have many reasons to be. Lately my life has been flip-flopped around. One third of my family is been taking away, not to mention he was my best friend. Until now, I never really had experienced grief, so their was no possible way I could understand it. My friend group has done a 165. [Not a 180. V and Squee are still here. (V being Veronica. Tiffany being Squee.)] And some other changes happened this summer.
 I don't think I am depressed, though I am entirely convinced one day I will be bipolar (Runs in the family.)
 Along with said stress I have been getting headaches. Now I have always been sensitive to sound but now this is just crazy. Too some people headaches are something they rarely experience or something they might get once a week maybe twice. I'm Very lucky if I only get three a day. In a normal day I have very few times a day when I don't have one. And when I don't feel good I express it. I get quiet. Your lucky to get a conversation out of me when I don't feel good. My friends that haven't know me long think I am on some sugar high when I feel alright. I am really a talkative person, and I have a very loud voice. Now I rarely ever use it; I am always talking real quiet. Because Sound and Smell really bother me. I find myself getting a headache walking down the candle isle at Walmart.
 Sometimes with my headaches I get light-headed and sleepy. Other times I may get sick to my stomach. I probably should talk to a doctor. I'll get around to it one day. Maybe.
   Sigh.

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