Reading&Writing.

  All I do is Read and Write Lately. Its My escape from life. Life Lately hasn't been very lovable lately. With my grandpa dieing A little over a month ago, Jacob Breaking our little relationship off and My group of friends Changing majorly, Life is just bothering me. So when I read it takes me out of this life and to whatever is going on in the book. I find myself thinking a response to a question someone asks in the book. With writing I can get all my feelings out and not have to worry about whether I'll be able to without breaking down or getting embarssed. And While writting you can change the story to how ever you want it to be. If Only Life Was Like That.
  In drivers ed today we talked about a minute about our partners. Jacob included me in his group which consists of him, Bryan, and me. I was so afraid that since this whole issue he would drive a huge wedge in between us. And kinda scared I might have to drive with Austin and Jeremy. Its Kinda hard to talk to him. Don't get me wrong, he is my best friend and I would die if I could never talk to him again; I spent so long trying to get him to be mine but now he isn't. I Can't imagine him with anyone else. The thought of anyone else calling him theirs is driving me crazy. I'm super jealous when it comes to him. Which is strange I rarely get that way after a break up.
  Tiffany and Bryson Came over yesterday for a couple hours after my schooling. I took a bunch of pictures And I LOVE them!!!
  Next Thursday the 23rd Is the first preseason game for the Predators that we get to attend. So excited! Hockey is the only sport I can find myself halfway interested in. I Love The Sport! Yet, I am terrified to ice skate. It's the lack of control that bothers me. Yes, You Can Call Me A Control Freak If You Wanna. It bothers me to not be in control. Hydroplaning Is The most Terrifying Thing I Can Think Of When It Comes To Driving.
  Already Disappointed In My Lack Of Regular Blogging Skills. I have a person journal that I try to write in everyday. Currently it has decided to go M.I.A.. So I believe This Will Be Used A Lot. Even though I'm sure no one reads this. But once again it gets my thoughts out in the open.